Overcoming a problem

It was the best and worst feeling at the same time. It gave me complete peace and yet I felt at war. It gave me the feeling that everything was okay. But it wasn't. I knew that for three years.It wasn't me. I needed to find me again. I was lost in my own life. Uncertain of where I was going. Then one day, I just didn't. I just stopped. I didn't feel the need, or the want. I felt control. i felt grounded. I knew who I was. I looked at myself and felt proud. Yes, there are things I could still improve about me. But I am never going to get perfection nor do I expect it. Nor do I want it. All I need is me. I am happy where I am. I am happy with where I am going. I am happy.